Wine and blogging, not a good combo

My main form of communication these days is Facebook. Not a bad thing, I used to do the MSN thing, but haven't used that for over a year. Blogging fell in the middle, whether it was posting or reading. I had some time today between planting on Farmville and fishing on Fish Wrangler, so I thought I would go back over some posts I had done. I find my sadder ones were when I had a drink, or three. They say when you drink you say things you normally wouldn't (you may think it, but never have the balls to speak it). Does the same hold true to blogs? I think so. Oddly enough I think that is not a bad thing. I have learned alot about myself by what I allow myself to post, usually a negative thought then becomes a positive change later. For the record, I am not drinking now, lol, but if I was I would like to think I would say (type) the same thing.
Now that I have safely typed this, I can go pour a drink,, yayyy!

I have insomnia, wake me when it's over!

Can't sleep, the brain is working overtime! I am on a rollercoaster, which any other time I would love, but emotionally,, not so much. Every day seems to be a good news/bad news kind of day, and yes, I try to focus on the good, but some how, at night, when I am trying to find that perfect spot on my pillow, the other stuff comes flooding back. Nothing life threatning, earth shattering, hold the phone I am gonna crap my pants kinda stuff, just daily, weekly, monthy mundane stuff. I would love to go to sleep counting happy sheep, happy thoughts, happy memories, but for some reason dark clouds, thunder claps and lightning flashes scare the sheep away. Stupid sheep! Head for the barn and keep jumping so I can count you!